Deep Thoughts

Blogging to find the big picture in my beliefs. I really don't know what I believe in and what I really think. Here's to finding coherent thoughts.


Reblogged from pomee
Reblogged from pomee

I’m sick of apologizing for every little thing just because I want to stop fighting. I’ve never had such a little belligerent bitch all up in my dick since my mom. It’s really pissing me off. I get annoyed because you don’t take 2 minutes to remember my schedule, and you turn it against me. If you give me your god damn schedule on a paint.jpg I will easily remember it. You asked me for mine, why can’t you just accept you were wrong? It’s not hard to remember 4 things.

And who said I didn’t appreciate what you do for me? I’ve been trying to get through college with 18 units while in an honors program WHILE taking care of my dad who has cancer. And yet I still somehow get out of the house to try to meet up with you. This is me risking my dad’s health for you. If my relatives hear about me doing this, they would tear me a new asshole, yet you can’t even understand. I’m doing all I can, and if it isn’t enough, then please, leave me. Shit.

You’re turning the only days I have left that I can have some me-time while looking over my dad into days where I MUST think about when I can ditch my dad and take care of you. lol. What happened to me? Must I be a slave to everyone around me? There is a reason why I pretend to not understand math to some people.